Chapter 7
This was the first time in five years of marriage.
He was angry and flustered until he saw the stomach cancer report card on the coffee table.
William’s face instantly turned pale and he froze on the spot as if struck by lightning.
“My stomach isn’t feeling right either.”
He suddenly remembered what I said once.
It turned out everything was true.
I was really sick.
“Ellen…”
William’s hands trembled. Thinking of his attitude at that time, he was suddenly surrounded by overwhelming regret.
Then, he saw the thick diary again.
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Just after reading the first page, he was defeated.
It turned out that we once had a child.
It turned out that he had hurt me so many times for Sydney.
It turned out that I knew all the lies, but I still chose to tolerate him.
[I am very glad that it is me who is sick, not William. It is just a pity that I can no longer accompany William in the future. But it doesn’t matter, Sydney will take good care of him for me.]
[It doesn’t matter if I die, after all, I have always been a dispensable person. No one in this world loves me. My father, mother and William will eventually leave me. They only love Sydney.]
William closed the diary and was already in Stears.
He let out a desperate roar and punched himself hard in the face.
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Strong regret and panic flooded his heart and he frantically began to look for traces. of me.
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“Ellen, you need to undergo chemotherapy.”
I covered my hair and looked at Zachary
with wet eyes.
“It’s going to get ugly.”
“No. In my heart, you will always be as beautiful as when you were 18.”
Zachary’s words made me feel a little happy.
We were together when we were 18 and broke up when we were 20.
Thinking about it now, those two years turned out to be my happiest time.
Zachary looked at me with deep eyes and said, “If I had known that this would
happen, I would never have agreed to
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separate at all.”
At that time, Zachary was going abroad for further studies and as a young woman, I didn’t have the courage to wait for him to come back.
When I was young, I chose William without hesitation.
As a result, Zachary, who I gave up on, had been waiting for me for ten years, but William, who I treated sincerely, cheated on me and changed his mind again and again.
Maybe this was the punishment given to me by God, so that I would never get true love.
I looked up inadvertently and suddenly saw William with red eyes at the door of the
ward.
My smile faded instantly.
“Why are you here?”
“Ellen!”
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William rushed to my side and held my
hand with such strength that it seemed as
if he wanted to melt me into his flesh and
blood.
“Why didn’t you tell me that you were pregnant? That was my child too. How could you just abort it without saying a word-”
“William, I told you, don‘ t you remember what you said?”
William’s face turned pale.
“You were busy spending the evening with Sydney, who had just returned to Mison and you didn’t even believe that I was. pregnant. Besides, William, I’m dying. This child shouldn’t have come.”
My hollow eyes hurt William’s heart and he immediately held my hand tightly.
“You won’t die, Ellen! We haven’t gone on our honeymoon yet. We haven‘ t watched the sunset together and there are still many things we haven’t done yet…
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“No need. Sydney has already done all these things with you.”
My calm words made William lose all his strength in an instant and the color drained from his face.
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