Chapter 101
SONIA’S POV
1 swallowed every bit of the evidence of his pleasure.
“You” his voice broke off in the middle of saying something
He staggered behind, and dropped to the ground. Thankfully, there was a bench to hold his weight.
I stood, and walked to him, dropping to his weak laps, I cupped his face in my palm, and kissed him.
Everything I did was as a result of my instincts. My instincts directed me. And the more I did it to him, the more pleasure I gained.
As I kissed him. I felt him growing hard again.
I began to straddle his laps. He met out a guttural growl, and a hand reached out to stop me
My lips stopped moving, and I opened my eyes.
“Did I do something wrong?” I asked
“No. But if you don’t stop, Ill do something wrong,” he replied in code.
I didn’t understand what he was trying to communicate. He was at fault, anyway. Because of him, something filthy had been lit up
His constant sudden kisses, and my wolf’s insatiable desire spurred me on. There was also the heat wave of the incoming full moon,
It was only going to get worse according to the b
books I had read.
I couldn’t stop. I didn’t want to stop. I just wanted him
If he stayed away. I probably would be able to control my desires better. But he didn’t want to, and my wolf was grateful for that stubbornness, “You’re changing,” he continued to my surprise.
“How!”
He shook his head, and gently nudged me up. Pulling his pants up, he rose to his feet.
My wolf pranced around in frustration. That was the end. I had gotten some satisfaction in pleasuring him, but had also hoped he’d return the
favour
I guess I wasn’t that desirable. Whilst he gave me an inch, and I responded with ten, he wasn’t willing to flip the scale.
Unable to control my emotions in that moment, tears welled up in my eyes.
I pinched my arm, telling myself to hold it in. I couldn’t possibly cry because the alpha didn’t want to pleas
pleasure me.
Who would hear such a thing I’d end up just looking crazy, and desperate,
But despite how much I tried to hold myself, the tears still filled my throat, clawing at the slightest chance to rain down.
He turned swiftly before I could avert my gaze, and saw the sad cloud gathered in my eyes.
I didn’t expect him to do anything. So far he had shown he could control himself better. He also didn’t care much about me or my feelings.
As long as he could get what he wanted when he wanted, I could go to hell for all he cared.
my knees as he drew towards me. He probably wanted to smack me for acting so
I hugged my
*Control yourself, Sonia, I cried in my heart whilst calling on my wolf for strength.
She didn’t respond in kind. Instead, she whispered, also hurt.
He sat beside me on the bench, and his scent totally overwhelmed me.
weird.
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Chapter 101
Everything about him drew me in My poor heart couldn’t act disinterested if it’s continuous existence depended on it.
“Sonia?” He called, and I almost fell to the ground in agony.
“Alpha Ramon” I replied, despite the anguish I was in
“Alpha Ramon?” He scoffed. “Your barely call me alpha,” he said.
He had noticed. I
ally med ban I wasn’t used to using the word. Even back in my park, I never used the word, because my father was alpha. I couldn’t possibly call my own father alpha.
“Tm sorry.” I apologised
I didn’t know what else I could possibly do. I wished this feeling of sadness didn’t overcome me. It made me feel very ashamed.
His fingers lifted my chin, and turned it to his side, so I was facing him,
“What’s wrong!” He asked in a tone I had never heard him use on me before.
“Nothing.” I shook my head. “I’m just tired.” I lied through my teeth.
The real answer was too ridiculous to even ponder telling him. How could I let him know my body, and my wolf craved satisfaction?
What kind of person did that make me! In his eyes, I was already a whore.
It confused me as well. I wasn’t very experienced, so how come I had all of these desires bottled inside of me?
“Would you have the same answer if Blane asked you?” His fingers dropped from my face as he asked.
“What?!” My eyes widened.
-You heard me.
If Blane is here with you right now, asking you this same question, would you have the same response for him?” “Of course I would. But why will Blane be with me? We’re not that close for that to happen?
“You’re not! Recent occurrences have proven otherwise won’t you agree!”
I shook my head vigorously. I didn’t even want to think of the interpretation of what he just said.
Blane was simply feeling guilty, and wanted to make up for it. There was nothing more to his kindness.
“And Liam? What about Liam?”
I had barely processed the question about Blane, and now he was bringing in alpha Liam?
How could I even respond to that question without making me look suspicious.
Alpha Liam was a different ball game because I actually happened to like him platonically.
He was never not kind to me. From the first time he saw me, until he abruptly had to leave, thanks to Ramon
“Alpha Liam is a good person. But If he asked me if I was fine, I would still give him the same answer. Because even if I told him the truth, it would require me telling him the reason for the truth. It would be quite the uncomfortable conversation to have.”
I was done yapping when I realised I had basically retracted my initial response in a bid to defend myself. I bit my lips, and threw my head to the side. Holding my breath, I waited for his judgement.
