Chapter 154
SONIAS POV
Ivy was finally sleeping. She wouldn’t tell me why she had acted as if the world was going to end due to Lorena poisoning herself. But thankfully, I was able to get her to sleep.
Howeyer, I couldn’t sleep. Daniel lud gone to be with the alpha. Moon was back in a room, after falling asleep.
was way past midnight, and I was up, paring about.
Ime.
I couldn’t seek comfort from my wolf, because no matter how much I called for her presence, she ignored me.
She was missing, so was a core part of my memory. Yet, all I could think of was Ramon.
He had to be in terrible shape. I didn’t like Lorena.
Since I awoke, every time her name was mentioned, I felt very odd.
Even though I felt great fear after Ivy told us she had poisoned herself, that fear was quickly replaced by a need to push her off my thoughts.
Regardless of these facts, she meant something to Ramon,
They were close, so he probably was hurting right now,
I wished I could to him. To comfort him the way he had comforted me
But I had already read the handwriting on the wall
Everyone wanted me to remain a secret, for reasons I wasn’t sure of yel
I walked to the living room window that directly faced the sky.
Looking up. I watched the stars shining bright.
I would have loved to be one of those stars. To be so significant, yet unreachable. It was the best kind of life to live.
Being accessible made things complicated
You interact with so many people, and end up mixing energies.
I was pretty sure my streak of Ill luck came from someone I interacted with.
As I was deep in my head, my thoughts travelled to my mother.
1 quickly turned around, and fetched the book she left me from my room.
Dragging a chair to the window tide, I sat down.
This time, I didn’t overthink things. It was just a book that was meant to be read.
With this thought in mind, I opened the first chapter
Nothing was as I expected it to be. She had written these words in poemas
The first our was a poem about the heart, and how its greatest source of nutrients was true love.
For without love, our heart is nothing but a vessel. But with love, we make use of that vessel in its highest capacity
I read those words out loud. To be honest, they sounded cringe.
There had to be more to it than just poems. It couldn’t be just-
My thoughts silenced when I flipped the next
This was it. There was a reason she started with a porm. Because the next page listed all the ailments of the heart
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It wasn’t just a a book about p
poems, it was a bes
it was a healing book.
My heart began to beat really fast, as I looked through it..
Perhaps, I could find something that would help with my absent wolf,
I wasn’t sure what Ivy had seen in the book before. But it wasn’t useless. It was perhaps the most important book I would ever read.
I stopped searching as my eyes caught a text.
It wasn’t on how to get one’s wolf back, or what could be the possible cause of a missing wolf.
This was more about the brain. About memories, and how precious they were
I could see it was the poetry part, so I swiftly turned the
e next
page.
There it was. A solution for loss of memory.
I needed a trigger. Something so painful, my brain couldn’t help but remember.
Closing the book. I somersaulted into my head again.
What could be that painful if I had already encountered near death?
As I asked myself that question, my eyes went to the side.
I noticed I had been trying my hardest not to look that way. Mostly because, I’d see the cursed land.
“That’s it!” I mustered, jumping to my feet.
“That’s what?” I heard behind me.
I whirled, and saw Ramon standing at the door.
I had been so deep in my head, I didn’t even hear him come in.
Throwing caution, and comportment to the wind, I ran to him, and jumped into his body.
He enveloped me fiercely, burying his head in me.
I welcomed his weight, just grateful to be able to comfort him the only way I could.
We stood in that position for a good five minutes, before he finally stepped away
“You should be asleep,” he said in a reprimanding tone.
“I heard about Loreta,”
He looked up sharply,
worry in his eyes. I wondered why, I wondered if something bad had happened
“What did you hear?” He asked.
“That she tried to kill herself? You must have been very worried,” I said. “Is she okay now! If she isn’t, I could go look and see if I can do something about her state. I found=”
He drew me into his body again, stopping me before I could tell him about my mother’s book.
“Why are you so kind? What’s the end goal here?” He wh
whispered.
“Nothing.” I shook my head. “You comforted me. I just want to return the favour. That’s all.”
“But why? How can be so beautiful, and kind? It doesn’t make sense.
“It doesn’t have to make sense. But I think
you need to rest. If you break down, you can’t give her your best version when she
e needs you the most”
“And you’re okay with that?”
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I didn’t understand that question, and my raised brow proved that.
“You’re okay with me being there for Lorena in every way.”
My heart squeezed, and for the second time, I caught a whiff of my wolf. But just as soon, she disappeared.
It finally made sense in my head. My memories were tied to the absence of my wolf.
Find my memories, reconnect with my wolf. And to do that, I needed to feel real pain.
Watching Ramon take care of Lorena, would definitely help with that.
“I’m okay with that. Do what you have to do.”
I stood on my toes, and placed a gentle kiss on his lips.
But as I pulled away, he drew me back into his body.
“For the sake of comfort, let’s do that properly,” he said, and bent my head to the side.
