Chapter 194
SONIAS POV
nd wept. My tears were like an alabaster. It burned, but I couldn’t stop crying.
on my bed, and wept. My
1 fell on my
My mind flashed back to barely six hours ago.
After I was left by my father, wondering why he would just tell me I was marrying another alpha without giving me further explanation, he returned.
With him was hard evidence. He had gotten the evidence from his spy in bloodmoon
Kamon wanted me back just so I could continue to be a slave in his pack
After everything we had gone through, I thought we finally had affection for each other.
As it would turn out, he only wanted me back so he could rub his connection with Lorena in my face.
I picked the note, and began to read through it
It was a note he had written to Lorena, and
d sent one of th
one of the guards to give to her.
Unknown to him, the guard he sent was father’s spy,
When he opened the letter, he quietly replaced it with something else, before bringing the letter to father
I knew it was from Ramon because I quite clearly remembered his handwriting from the few times I had hung around his room.
The note read.
“Lorena. I can’t tell you just how glad I am to finally be able to create life with you. We’ve been through so much shit together, but I always knew we would always come out at the end of the tunnel much stronger. I haven’t come to you yet because there’s a slight problem in the pack. Sonia is back to Silverpaw, and I can’t have that happen. That’s why I’m going to get her back, solely because I haven’t yet gotten over who her father Is, and what he represents to me. This time around, I’ll make sure she gets no grace from me. I’ve chosen you, and I don’t care what the moon goddess decides,
Love. Ramon
I folded the note, and continued to cry. It had all been a lie. My heart was yearning for him, whilst he was thinking of ways to enslave me again.
If I hadn’t seen the letter, and he had come to request my presence back in bloodmoon, I would have readily accepted.
I would be looking like a clown, whilst simultaneously signing my death warrant.
“I hate you Ramon“” I wailed, tossing the letter to the ground,
hated him, I hated Lorena, and everyone else that tried to deceive me.
“What did I ever do to be treated that way?” I asked out loud.
All I ever wanted was to be loved, the way I loved everyone. Why couldn’t that be the case for me.
My door opened, and someone stepped into my room.
“Shit!” I cursed in
n my mind.
I thought I had locked the door, because I didn’t want anyone seeing me like this.
This was my worst, and I just couldn’t make the pain go away.
“Sonia!” I felt Seth beside me
“Let go I cried m
profusely
“Never! What happened out there, Sonia?” He asked, holding me in his arms.
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I didn’t respond, but he followed my gaze, and his hand dropped from around me.
Picking up the piece of paper I had tossed to the ground, he began to read through it.
“This is real?” He asked when he was done reading it.
“Dad gave it to me himself. It was from his spy. And I know- I know Ramon’s handwriting” I broke into fresh tears, as my chest twisted and burned
“Are you
sure? Seth
asked again.
I was going to respond, when a wave of nauseousness hit me.
Jumping out of my bed, I stormed towards my bathroom, and bent my head over the sink.
From the depths of my stomach, I emptied its contents, which wasn’t even much, into the sink.
Holding on to the wall for support, I wretched until I couldn’t anymore.
I was feeling lightweight by the time I lifted my head, and began to rinse off.
Stabilizing my breath, I turned around to see Seth watching me
“Sonia, you don’t look okay. You’ve not looked okay since you returned. Is there something I’m missing? Talk to me,” he said in a caring
I forced a weak smile through the emotional, and now physical pain that I felt.
“I’ll be fine.” I said to him.
“No, you won’t. But I’ll help you the best way I can. Come,” he said, and gently led me back to the bed.
He left the room, but returned shortly after with a plate in his hand.
“What’s that?” I eyed the plate weakly, as he lowered it on the bed
e voice.
“I’ve noticed you’ve barely eaten since you returned to the pack. These were specially ordered from the farmers market for you. It’s watermelon. Eat some, and get at least a little of your strength” he urged.
The feeling of being cared for overwhelmed me
Who cares if Ramon only wanted to use me for his selfish gainst
I had a brother who actually prioritized my wellbeing. Also, the watermelon looked so ripe a
It was
perhaps the only food I had seen so far that don’t irritate me.
“Thank you Seth,” I said, and grabbed a fork
I took the first piece, and slowly bit a small chunk out of it
Chewing, I waited to see if I would feel like throwing up.
When I didn’t, I smiled, and began to chew heartily.
I heard Seth laugh, and lifted my head up curiously.
“Why are you laughing?” I asked.
and inviting.
“Because you just reminded me of when you were a kid, and would get excited at watermelons. Fun fact, Wolf always got you the watermelons. He never wanted you to know it was from him though,” he whispered.
The overwhelming feeling spread into every y inch of my body.
Even Wolf made me feel loved. Ramon didn’t matter as far as I was concerned.
But as I picked another piece of the watermelon, I suddenly felt a fresh urge to burst into tear
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